DIARY DAY

I have been looking for a job for quite a long time. And finally i got one. Its the dream world I was living in so I had set my expectations from it. And it came crashing down upon me in just 2 days.

I am such a sensitive person that if you’ll talk to me in diffierent tone, i will run back to my shell. And it happened. I dont know if thats the atmosphere where all those people work cause if thats everywhere i don’t think i can survive. I don’t know if its me who’s wrong here or is it the place but i know this much that being a person who’s mind is a chaotic place i cannot survive in such place. And being an introvert person never helps.

All i am thinking right now is what my people will think? Will they think that i am capable of nothing? Will they be any less proud? I am scared of letting these people down. But what if I keep forcing myself and it will affect me in a way i can not get over with. What uf I am the right one here? What if I keep forcing to go through something that will break me bit by bit from the inside?
Who has all these answers. Anyone? Cause I cannot seem to find any.