Sleepless nights.

There are sleepless nights, nights that don’t seem to end any time soon. And I feel like endless nights continue till day.

I find myself crying and wanting to scream that someone help me, that someone just please ease my pain, someone just shares a bit of it but somehow I find myself all alone.

I pat myself to sleep and remind myself that I’ll be fine even if I am all by myself right now, that I am strong enough to fight back.

I see myself surrounded with darkness, the chaos for so long that sometimes I forget how bright the days used to be, what peace is supposed to feel like.

But I know, I am strong. I have been strong when I fell in love all over again, I have been strong when people I love broke my trust, yet there I was standing by their side. I was strong enough to forgive people I never thought I would.

I will find peace and this time I am going to search for it within myself.