A DAY INSIDE MY DIARY.

Dear self,

I know you want to be perfect but can’t be. It’s not like flaws are not acceptable in this world but first, you are the one who should be able to accept them without fears and still love yourself the way you always do or you always wanted to do. I know there are things you can’t accept, there are things you don’t like, there are times you shout unnecessarily, there are times you fear your thoughts. Every person has their flaws, you are no different. What you can do is try harder to change what you don’t like about yourself. People can be pretty from the outside, maybe you can’t, maybe you can’t make yourself feel pretty but you can be a person who is much prettier from the inside. Focus on internal flaws, do what it takes to make yourself a better person. But do it by loving yourself, even if someday you fail to change some of your mistakes, don’t let those mistakes lose yourselves, rather love yourself a bit more than before. That “ love yourself ” doesn’t mean you need to hide your mistakes or just not be ready to accept your wrongs in front of others or even within yourself, that’s not the kind of self-love you need. Be a person who can accept their mistakes and smile and try to fix them rather than being a weak person that you feel you are now and maybe that’s the truth or maybe it’s not. But in the end, people won’t remember the pretty face but the efforts, the love, and care. You may be a bit different from others but that doesn’t mean they are wrong, every person has their way of living, let them live the way they want to. Let yourself live the way you wish to. Let yourself feel things, let yourself do stupid mistakes. Don’t hold onto something forever and ever. Let things go, let people go, just don’t keep hurting yourself. YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN ALL THIS MISERY. YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY. SO JUST BE PRETTY FROM INSIDE. DON’T LET YOUR THOUGHTS RUIN YOU.

Yours,

A person who wants to be perfect.